Life changed me or i changed de way i was living???

One day, all of a sudden i sat back and went into my past which is not real past but just wat i was 2 years back!!! It was amazing to realise that i am not wat i was, but there was a considerate change in me, my thoughts, my inner self ,my confidence levels, in one word the WHOLE ME. I never wanted to change deliberately but I have. 2 years back i never had a true frend, or even a person wid me whom i share myself wid or who cud uinderstand me.But now i can say that I have not just frens but ppl whom i can say are more than frens,whom i literally worship and adore.The reason wen i analysed i understood that i was only expecting others to understand me but never attempted to understand them .I wud say that i never loved myself so much but ppl around me now made me realise my value. I started loving myself and that has made the difference in me and my confidence. At the moment i have nothing to crib about in life. I am sure i will not crib anytime in future also bcos I believe life is pleasant or dull its all the way u look at it. U thnk it is dull ur life is dull and if u think it is beautiful so ll be ur life!!! It took almost 5 years for me to realise this. Now I just have to say that my life is beautiful which is why probably I am happy which I was not a couple of years back. No more fears, no more regrets, no more cribs, no more negaive thoughts... My life is an everlasting beauty. Now I am shedding a tear, not cribbing about something but out of joy, happiness and excitement about my present life and lovable ones........... I luv everybody in ma life!!!