The mangalore melodies....

Mangalore, The city may not sound that interesting to u... but to me de it does.. was just back from manglore... The mangalore melodies are still lingering in my heart and it will all thro my life... I experienced all my times der... from fun to serious work.... Though it was an amateur team i experienced a very great feel right from the begining till the end.. Yes a sense of achievement... Though it may not sound big to others but to me it did.... Even though we haven done anythng big we made sure tht thngs we did were proper and the sense of satisfaction was der.. Beleive it or not my one year it was the first time i experienced it!!! The bestest experience ever.. yes it was better than the best.. thts y the bestest der!!! I had de best time and ma worst time in the one yr out der!! but i had the best ppl to make me overcome the worst thng!!! The 24 days made me learn loads of things..... I had the best time.. The most awaited one rather!!!! ofcourse wud hv been a lot more fun if i had different set of ppl... I only wish there was one more person with us..... That wud hv made our time really amazing..... anyways i can only wish that there is one more oprtunity keeping ma fingers crossed... It was really thrilling to see the outcome.... The final stage.. Oh my god!!! No word to describe.... My first learning experience.....
amazing is not the word...
Mangalore, to me is a bliss!!!
It was more beautiful than the most beautiful thngs on earth put together!!!
There are going to be loads of beauty coming up in ma life
But this is something always special!!!!
The mangalore melodies will linger throughout in my life.... The same pace the same way and the minute it stops, ll stop my growth... which i kno ll happen only at my grave!!

Life changed me or i changed de way i was living???

One day, all of a sudden i sat back and went into my past which is not real past but just wat i was 2 years back!!! It was amazing to realise that i am not wat i was, but there was a considerate change in me, my thoughts, my inner self ,my confidence levels, in one word the WHOLE ME. I never wanted to change deliberately but I have. 2 years back i never had a true frend, or even a person wid me whom i share myself wid or who cud uinderstand me.But now i can say that I have not just frens but ppl whom i can say are more than frens,whom i literally worship and adore.The reason wen i analysed i understood that i was only expecting others to understand me but never attempted to understand them .I wud say that i never loved myself so much but ppl around me now made me realise my value. I started loving myself and that has made the difference in me and my confidence. At the moment i have nothing to crib about in life. I am sure i will not crib anytime in future also bcos I believe life is pleasant or dull its all the way u look at it. U thnk it is dull ur life is dull and if u think it is beautiful so ll be ur life!!! It took almost 5 years for me to realise this. Now I just have to say that my life is beautiful which is why probably I am happy which I was not a couple of years back. No more fears, no more regrets, no more cribs, no more negaive thoughts... My life is an everlasting beauty. Now I am shedding a tear, not cribbing about something but out of joy, happiness and excitement about my present life and lovable ones........... I luv everybody in ma life!!!